Still Here (Part II): Notes From a Marriage in the Middle of the Music

There are mornings when the house sounds like an unfinished song.

Not in the sense of something lacking, but in the way a melody keeps rearranging itself while you move through it—kettle boiling, phone lighting up, someone humming something they don’t realize they remember.

I’ve learned that marriage, especially one braided into music, doesn’t arrive as a finished composition. It behaves more like rehearsal. The same themes return, but never in the same key. Some days it’s major, bright and insistent. Other days it’s quieter, almost private, like a chord held too long on purpose just to see what it reveals.

John has always understood sound as weather. Not metaphorically—literally. He listens the way some people read rooms for exits. I watch him do it with silence too, the way he notices what isn’t being said, what is sitting just under the surface of a conversation waiting for its entrance cue.

I used to think intimacy was about access. About knowing everything.

Where things go in relation to each other. What gets foregrounded. What gets softened. What gets left in the background but still matters because without it the shape collapses.

There is a kind of memory that only music allows—one that doesn’t sit still long enough to become fixed. It moves every time you return to it. That’s what makes it honest.

Lately I’ve been thinking about harmony as a practice of patience.

Not agreement, not sameness—but the willingness of two distinct lines to remain themselves while still making something audible together. Some days that is effortless. Other days it requires a kind of attention that feels almost like listening with your whole body.

There are ordinary moments that carry more weight than they announce. Standing in the kitchen while someone rewrites a lyric in their head. Sitting across from each other while a new idea arrives uninvited and changes the air in the room. The long pauses between sentences that are not empty, just full of processing.

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Essential Steps for Creatives to Run a Thriving Business with Confidence 

Written By: Audrey Jackson

Freelance designers, photographers, writers, makers, and other creative professionals rarely struggle with the craft, they struggle with the business that surrounds it. Pricing that feels fair, paperwork that feels endless, marketing that feels awkward, and time that disappears into admin are the most common business challenges for creatives, and they can make even good work hard to sustain. These common creative struggles create a constant drag between making meaningful work and keeping the lights on, leaving balancing creativity and entrepreneurship feeling like a daily tradeoff. With steadier creative business management, creative work can stay at the center of the business. 

Set Up Pricing, Paperwork, Workflow, and Invoicing 

Here’s one way to walk through this

This process helps you build a simple business backbone that supports your creative work: clear pricing, basic agreements, a repeatable workflow, and lightweight money tracking. It matters because even small systems reduce stress, prevent misunderstandings, and make your income more predictable. 

  1. Choose a pricing strategy you can explain[Text Wrapping Break]Start by picking one approach for how you set and adjust rates, such as day rate, project rate, or package tiers. A clear plan keeps your decisions consistent and makes it easier to talk about value without apologizing. Use pricing strategies as a plan, not a guess. 
  1. Turn your prices into a simple rate sheet[Text Wrapping Break]Write down what’s included at each price: deliverables, number of revisions, timelines, and what costs extra. This gives clients clarity up front and helps you avoid scope creep because you can point back to what you quoted. Keep it to one page so you will actually use it. 
  1. Put basic agreements in place before you start[Text Wrapping Break]Create a short contract or agreement template that covers scope, payment schedule, deadlines, usage rights, and what happens if either side pauses the project. Send it as part of your onboarding, along with an invoice or deposit request, so expectations are set while everyone feels optimistic. If contracts feel intimidating, start with plain language and add complexity only when you need it. 
  1. Map a repeatable workflow from inquiry to delivery[Text Wrapping Break]List your stages in order, for example inquiry, discovery call, quote, contract and deposit, production, review, final files, and wrap-up. For each stage, note one action and one tool, such as an email template, a checklist, or a folder structure, so projects move forward the same way each time. This protects your creative energy by reducing decision fatigue. 
  1. Track cash simply and invoice the same way every time[Text Wrapping Break]Set up a basic spreadsheet or accounting app with four columns: date, client, income, and expenses, then update it weekly. Use consistent invoice numbering, clear due dates, and line items that match your rate sheet so payments are easier to follow up on. This gives you clean records for planning and tax time without living in spreadsheets. 
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Still Here: Notes from a Marriage in the Middle of the Music

Written by Jordannah Elizabeth Graham-Mayer

Image above: Our home. Simple, and sunlit.

There are mornings when the house feels like a held note.

Not silence exactly—never silence—but the kind of quiet that has texture. Wood settling in the floorboards. Water beginning its run through old pipes. A kettle thinking about becoming steam. Somewhere in another room, fingers brushing strings not to perform, not to prove anything, but simply to ask the day what shape it intends to take.

Marriage, I’ve learned, is less thunderclap than weather.

I think many people imagine love at its most convincing when it is dramatic: declarations made under impossible skies, doors flung open, tears timed perfectly to the chorus. But the real force of it, the kind that changes the architecture of a life, is usually smaller and stranger. It is someone remembering how you take your coffee after pretending for years not to care about coffee. It is learning the difference between the sigh that means fatigue and the sigh that means grief. It is discovering that tenderness can be logistical. That devotion sometimes looks like replacing batteries, warming soup, answering the phone when the world feels too loud.

To love someone known by many is to become intimate with the distance between public light and private shadow. People think recognition reveals a person. Often it only magnifies the outline. Fame can turn a human being into a symbol, and symbols are notoriously difficult to hold. They do not snore, forget appointments, lose their patience, laugh at inappropriate moments, stand barefoot in the kitchen eating fruit over the sink. They do not ask, quietly, if they are enough.

But a husband does.

And a wife, if she is honest, does too.

There is a particular humility in being loved where you are least edited. No applause in it. No flattering camera angle. No audience to mistake attention for understanding. Just the daily invitation to be seen accurately and remain anyway. I used to think romance lived in mystery. Now I suspect it lives in witness.

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Saul Williams and the Spiritual Refusal of Numbness: Martyr Loser King Graphic Novel

Some writers describe the future as if it is waiting patiently for us somewhere down the road. Saul Williams has always understood the future differently — as something already leaking through the walls of the present. In his work, prophecy does not arrive polished or distant; it arrives overheated, grief-stricken, ecstatic, carrying the language of revolution in one hand and spiritual hunger in the other. For more than two decades, Williams has occupied a singular space in American art: part poet, part theorist, part musician, part witness to empire’s psychological collapse. His work does not simply critique the world we live in. It interrogates what surviving that world does to the spirit.

With Martyr Loser King, his graphic novel created alongside multidisciplinary artist Morgan Sorne, Williams expands a universe he has been building for years across music, film, poetry, and performance into something tactile, feverish, and deeply immersive. The story shares connective tissue with his 2016 album of the same name and the Afrofuturist musical film Neptune Frost, but the graphic novel feels less like an adaptation than a further excavation of the same emotional and political terrain. Williams has long treated genre as something porous. His ideas migrate across mediums because the questions haunting him are too large to remain fixed in a single form.

I have been following this body of work for years now. I covered Martyr Loser King during the album’s release for LA Weekly, and later wrote about Neptune Frost during Sundance Film Festival for New York Amsterdam News. What struck me then — and what feels even clearer now through the graphic novel — is how consistent Williams has remained in his artistic and political vision. The mediums change, but the central concerns do not: technological colonialism, spiritual displacement, Black futurity, ecological violence, memory, resistance, and transcendence. Few artists build worlds this coherently across decades without reducing themselves to repetition. Williams continues to deepen the mythology rather than merely revisit it.

Set within the violent realities surrounding coltan mining in Burundi, Martyr Loser King examines the hidden human infrastructure beneath modern technology. The book’s world is filled with discarded machines, exploited labor, digital ghosts, borderless networks, spiritual awakenings, and insurgent forms of consciousness. Williams understands that the sleek mythology of technological progress depends upon strategic amnesia — a deliberate forgetting of the bodies and landscapes sacrificed to sustain convenience. In his hands, the smartphone becomes both artifact and accusation.

What makes the book especially powerful is the way it collapses distinctions between technological systems and spiritual systems. Williams refuses the idea that machinery exists separately from memory, ritual, grief, or myth. Throughout the novel, hacked networks resemble prayer circles. Data behaves like ancestral memory. Characters move through digital landscapes as though navigating sacred terrain. Even the book’s structure resists conventional narrative pacing, unfolding instead like a transmission interrupted by chants, visions, coded fragments, and moments of collective mourning.

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Tori Amos and the Discipline of Staying Vast: On In Times of Dragons

Tori Amos

Some artists become easier to summarize as the years pass. Their later work arrives pre-interpreted, softened by familiarity, arranged neatly beside the records that made them famous. Then there are artists like Tori Amos, whose catalog resists being flattened into a single narrative. Time has not made her simpler. If anything, it has made her more interested in ambiguity, more committed to tension, less willing to exchange mystery for approval. In Times of Dragons emerges from that temperament. It is the work of an artist still unwilling to make herself smaller for public comfort.

That quality matters because so much contemporary music is built for immediate consumption. Songs are often engineered to disclose themselves at once: the feeling announced, the wound captioned, the thesis underlined. Amos has long operated by another logic. She writes as someone who understands that emotion is layered, memory is unreliable, and political life enters the private sphere in ways language cannot always state directly. Her songs often circle truth rather than point at it. On this record, that instinct remains intact.

The title gestures toward myth, but the concerns here are recognizably human. Vanity, domination, civic exhaustion, spiritual corrosion, the theater of power—these are the creatures moving through the album. Amos does not reduce contemporary disorder into neat protest-song clarity. Instead, she refracts it through image and allegory, where symbols can hold what headlines cannot. The dragon becomes greed dressed as grandeur, violence wearing ceremony, appetite pretending to be leadership. It also becomes fear itself: ancient, recurring, difficult to kill.

This is one of Amos’ enduring strengths as a writer. She knows imagination is not the opposite of seriousness. It can be a sharper instrument than literalism. Where others narrate events, she explores psychic weather. Where others offer declarations, she offers haunted rooms, mirrors, masks, women speaking through smoke, gods collapsing into ordinary men. Her songwriting trusts listeners to meet complexity halfway.

Musically, In Times of Dragons carries the authority of someone unconcerned with trend cycles. The piano remains central, but in Amos’ hands it has never behaved like accompaniment. It argues, seduces, interrupts, warns. At times it sounds architectural, building chambers for the songs to move through; elsewhere it arrives as percussion, pulse, confrontation. Additional textures—synth washes, layered keys, stately rhythms—expand the frame without overwhelming it. The arrangements feel dramatic without becoming decorative.

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How Creatives Can Get Discovered and Make a Living from Their Art

Guest Author: Audrey Jackson

Painting by Sholto Blissett – Pilar Corrias

Independent illustrators, designers, musicians, writers, and other creative professionals often hit the same wall: the work is strong, but the right people never see it. That’s the core tension behind getting discovered as a creative, visibility challenges for artists can keep opportunities random, inconsistent, and hard to repeat. Monetizing artistic passion takes more than talent; it requires making attention predictable and connecting it to offers that support real life. With the right focus, creative career sustainability stops feeling like luck and starts feeling like a plan.

Visibility Moves to Get Your Work Seen

Visibility isn’t about chasing every platform, it’s about making a few repeatable moves that consistently put your work in front of the right people. Use these as “visibility reps” you can schedule around your creative time, so exposure supports income instead of stealing your energy.

  1. Tighten your artist profile in 20 minutes: Treat your bio like a mini pitch: who you are, what you make, who it’s for, and how to buy or book you. A clear name/photo + one link (portfolio or shop) reduces friction for someone who just discovered you, and views optimizing your profile as a solid baseline. Add one “proof” line like a past client, a show, or a favorite commission type.
  2. Create a simple posting system (3 buckets): Pick three content types you can rotate without overthinking: process (WIP clips), proof (finished work + details), and people (why you made it / who it’s for). Batch 30–45 minutes once a week: capture 5–10 short clips and write 3 captions you can reuse. Use one clear call-to-action per post: “DM for commissions,” “Prints in bio,” or “Join my email list.”
  3. Curate your portfolio for the work you want (not everything you’ve done): Make one landing page (or PDF) that shows 8–12 pieces in the same direction, with consistent thumbnails and short captions. The fastest way to attract better opportunities is to curate your portfolio around the clients or audiences you want next, murals, portraits, album covers, ceramics, whatever you’re aiming for. Add a “Start Here” section: services, pricing range, timeline, and how to inquire.
  4. Use online marketplaces as discovery engines: Even if your main goal is commissions, list 3–5 “gateway” products (stickers, small prints, digital downloads) so new fans can support you quickly. Write titles people actually search: subject + medium + size + style, and include lifestyle photos (on a wall, on a desk, worn). Set a weekly budget of time, not money: 30 minutes to refresh photos, keywords, or one new listing.
  5. Network like an artist, not a salesperson (2 messages a week): Choose two people to connect with weekly: a local venue, a designer, a photographer, a fellow maker, a curator, or a community organizer. Send a short note that’s specific: what you liked, what you make, and one low-pressure next step (trade referrals, studio visit, coffee, or “can I send a mini deck?”). Keep a simple spreadsheet so follow-ups don’t rely on memory.
  6. Run micro-collaborations with clear terms: Collaborations and partnerships work best when the deliverable is small and the audience overlap is real. Try a one-week collab: a joint giveaway, a limited drop, a live sketch session, or “you photograph my work, I design your cover.” Agree on three things in writing: timeline, who posts what, and how revenue/credit is split.
  7. Collect emails with one helpful freebie: Social reach can wobble, but an email list is portable. Offer one free download tied to what you sell, wallpaper, a mini zine, a behind-the-scenes walkthrough, and mention it in every bio and pinned post. This supports the “escape the visibility trap” plan: you’re building an audience you can reach without constantly performing.

Do a lighter version of these moves consistently for 30 days, then keep what converts and cut what drains you. That clarity makes it much easier to price, market, and manage your art like a business, without losing the point of making it.

Build Business Skills That Make Creativity Pay

Visibility gets you in front of people, but business skills help you turn that attention into consistent income. Going back to school for a business degree can sharpen the basics that support your art career, marketing to reach the right buyers, management to keep projects organized, and financial know-how to price and sell your work with confidence. When you understand how to communicate value and run the business side of your practice, your creativity becomes easier to monetize in a repeatable way instead of relying on one-off opportunities. If you need flexibility, choosing an online degree program can make it easier to keep creating while you study; if you’re exploring options, this may help.

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On Seeing and Being Seen: Kerry James Marshall and Carrie Mae Weems


Weems and Marshall

There is a particular kind of insistence in the work of and —a refusal not just to be overlooked, but to accept the inherited terms of visibility. Their practices do not simply add to the canon; they interrogate and reconfigure the conditions under which Black life is made visible at all.

Weems begins in the intimate. A table, a gesture, a body caught in the act of considering itself. In The Kitchen Table Series, she constructs scenes that feel familiar but are carefully staged, using photography less as evidence and more as a site of questioning. Text often accompanies her images, not as caption but as counterpoint, complicating what is seen. For Weems, the photograph is never a passive record; it is an active participant in shaping meaning. Her work insists that images carry bias, intention, and history within them.

Marshall, by contrast, works outward from scale and saturation. His paintings are expansive, filled with color, detail, and a deliberate engagement with the traditions of Western art. Where Black figures have historically been excluded or minimized, he places them at the center—fully realized, fully present. His use of deeply dark, almost absolute black tones for skin is not incidental; it is a deliberate strategy, emphasizing visibility through contrast and asserting a presence that cannot be diluted or ignored.

Both artists are deeply concerned with power, but they approach it differently.

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The Aesthetics of Compatibility: Celestial Narratives of the Heart

On Linda Goodman, Liz Greene, and the quiet seduction of making sense of love

The Aesthetics of Compatibility: Celestial Narratives of the Heart 

There is something faintly illicit—almost decadent—about reading astrology as literature rather than an instruction manual: The trio of Love Signs, Astrology for Lovers, and Charting Love with Astrology sit at that threshold: between guidance and gossip, between myth and mirror. They are not just books about love; they are artifacts of how we have wanted love to make sense. 

To read Love Signs is to enter a maximalist cosmos where romance is both destiny and drama. Linda Goodman writes like an aunt who has seen too much and refuses to be boring about it. The book’s structure—every sign paired with every other—feels almost compulsive, as if love could be solved through sheer thoroughness. And yet, what lingers is not the taxonomy but the tone: lush, excessive, occasionally unhinged. Goodman doesn’t simply describe compatibility; she narrates it, layering emotional prediction with moral suggestion, as if each relationship were already a story waiting to be confirmed. The appeal lies in its intimacy. It promises that your private chaos has already been written somewhere, that even your worst patterns have a celestial precedent. As one overview notes, the book explores “each possible combination of signs…in detail,” offering insight into everything from conflict to desire.

Liz Greene’s Astrology for Lovers reads like a corrective—cooler, more psychological, quietly skeptical of astrology’s own clichés. Greene is interested not in who you should date, but in why you want what you want. Her approach reframes astrology as a language of inner life rather than external fate. Each sign becomes less a personality type than a pattern of longing, complete with contradictions and shadow selves. She draws on myth and psychology, mapping desire as something shaped by unconscious drives as much as planetary alignments.

Reading Greene after Goodman feels like stepping out of a velvet-draped parlor into a therapist’s office. The drama is still there, but it has been internalized. Love is no longer something that happens to you; it is something you participate in, often against your own better judgment. Greene’s lovers are not star-crossed—they are self-sabotaging, self-seeking, self-aware. And somehow, that makes the stakes feel higher. 

Then there is Charting Love with Astrology, a more contemporary entry that synthesizes both impulses: the narrative pleasure of Goodman and the analytical rigor of Greene. It leans into the language of charts—synastry, aspects, houses—treating love as a system to be mapped rather than a mystery to be endured. Where Goodman offers archetypes and Greene offers psychology, this book offers structure. It assumes that love is legible, if only you learn how to read it properly. 

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Charlie Puth’s ‘Whatever’s Clever’ Songs That Breathe Between the Lines

There has always been a kind of clinical precision to Charlie Puth’s music—a sense that every note was placed under a microscope before being allowed to exist. That exactness built his career, but it also created a distance. On Whatever’s Clever!, released March 27, 2026, that distance begins to collapse.

What’s striking about this album isn’t that it abandons polish—it doesn’t—but that it reframes it. The perfection is still there, buried in the arrangements, in the harmonic choices, in the way each track seems to breathe with quiet intentionality. The difference is that the music no longer feels like it’s striving to prove anything. It feels lived-in.

The sonic palette leans warm and familiar: soft rock textures, fluid basslines, restrained percussion, and a kind of sun-faded gloss that evokes an earlier era of pop without fully slipping into imitation. It’s a deliberate move away from the hyper-digital sharpness that defined much of Puth’s earlier work. Here, edges blur. Timing loosens. Space is allowed to exist.

That sense of space changes how the songs function. Where his past hits often hinged on tightly engineered hooks, Whatever’s Clever! unfolds more gradually. The melodies are still memorable, but they don’t insist on themselves. Instead, they drift, sometimes circling a feeling rather than resolving it. This can make the album feel less immediate, but also more revealing over time, and there’s a noticeable shift in perspective running through the record, one that suggests a life recalibrated outside the studio. Themes of change, responsibility, and self-examination appear not as declarations but as undercurrents. The writing feels closer to observation than performance—less about presenting a finished emotion and more about tracing its shape as it develops.

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The Veldt Drift Back Into View with “Black Girl” and a Return to the Road

Some returns arrive quietly, less like a reappearance and more like a shift in atmosphere you gradually realize has been there all along. The Veldt have always operated in that space: elusive, textural, emotionally exacting. Their new single, “Black Girl,” arrives not as a reintroduction, but as a deepening.

For a band whose legacy has often been framed through the language of firsts—first-wave shoegaze, early architects of a sound too fluid to be pinned down—the more interesting story has always been about their resistance to stasis. Even now, decades removed from their North Carolina origins, The Veldt remain committed to a kind of sonic permeability. “Black Girl” drifts in on that ethos, pulling from dream pop’s haze while grounding itself in something more corporeal: movement, determination, a body in motion against constraint.

There’s a quiet defiance in the track’s construction. It doesn’t explode so much as it expands, echoing the narrative it draws from—a young dancer reaching toward something beyond her circumstances. The band doesn’t romanticize that struggle; instead, they score it with patience. Layers accumulate. Vocals hover just above the instrumentation, never overpowering it, as if insisting that presence itself is enough. This sense of accumulation carries into the broader Spanakopita EP, a project that feels deliberately porous. Part new material, part excavation, it resists the tidy cohesion expected of a traditional release. Instead, it behaves more like an archive in motion—fragments, experiments, and fully realized pieces coexisting without hierarchy. The decision to make it available primarily as a tour-only CD underscores this intimacy. You have to be there. You have to step into their world, however briefly, to access it.

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